.:State of Content

I'm not anywhere close to there. Im trying...trying really hard. I just feel like my world is like a massive twister or cyclone or something. I'm unsure what I want to do with the rest of my life. I have a lot of things i am passionate about. I used to think that was impossible. How could anyone possibly be in love with so many things and concepts? This must surely mean that you are not committed to any of those things. But that simply isnt true. I want to do all these things. I just don't know how to...gradually going into debt...slowly running out of time. I don't know. I think I should just buckle down, and focus. I think what I want to do is.... be well rounded in all aspects. and hopefully along the way I will find that one thing that i like doing that can support me financially, and i can do everything else in my spare time. I have some goals..

I want to live comfortably in downtown baltimore.

I want to be able to do my art work.

I want to be recognized for my work.

I want to work for big companies such as pepsi for advertising and marketing.

I want to own a restaurant.

I want to drive a New canary yellow Chevey Camero.

I want to be an established novelist.

I want to have a wild life refuge.

I want to be a ufo investigator.

Lets see if I can accomplish at least 9 out of 9 of those! lol

dreem.